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Friday, January 29, 2010
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
I have been wearing The Red Sweater since Monday night, taking it off only to bathe.
Thursday, January 21, 2010
Saturday, January 16, 2010
Sunday, January 10, 2010
I am suspended in the black hole, floating around in the dark and not scrambling toward the dim light I can see above me. Instead, I dangle helplessly, without struggling or scratching the walls or searching for footholds to climb.
Tuesday, January 5, 2010
These are some things I wrote down last year about this time. I had been out of the psychiatric hospital for only two months. I was shaky and typing was hard, so I didn't bother with capital letters or punctuation. Today, I caught myself beginning to clean it up, but my better judgement kicked in. It is what it is. So, here goes. It's a lot, but in my mind, it needs to be published as one piece.